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[16 May 2006|06:51pm] |
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today was okay.. I've been going through a lot of weird stages lately though, and I'm sorry if you've been affected, haha.. I basically am trying to figure out who I am deep inside, as corny as it sounds it's true, and I guess in doing so I've brought out a lot of raw emotion that I keep acting on without thinking.. but it definately helps with the issues I'm trying to work out about myself. I dunno how long it'll take, but I guess we'll just see.. I doubt I'll be done by summer's end, but I'm not sure.. I guess I'll just have to find out when the time comes.. basically, what I hope to change is really random stuff.. like, my dependancy on others and their opinions, my untrusting toward others, little white lies I seem to have inherited from my father, blurting out my true thoughts when completely inappropriate and when I'll regret them later.. and just other stuff like that. this entry is kinda pointless.. it's more for my own good, I suppose.. livejournal is kind of going to be a way for me to make myself work harder, to be the best person I can possibly be.. wish me luck :)
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[05 May 2006|11:28pm] |
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this livejournal is friends only.
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